The Emotional Orphan

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There is a story.
It is one you should probably not read.

Full of truth and realities harsher than the truth.
Names the neurosis and puts a face on the demons that plague me.
It says things better left unsaid, and shines light on the darkness
that offers comfort in familiarity.

This story tells itself so well, it makes itself real.
Making oneself into something by telling epic stories is a dangerous thing.

The seed of planned epiphany is that I self fulfill my prophecies.
No need to convince myself. I’ll just run those I love away or fail them.
Obviously, they are better off if I jettison them, since I truly care.
Of course I don’t deserve them, -or love, -or anything good.

The story reveals that the source of my popularity is because the world is out to get me.
Am I the operator of the roller coaster or just along for the ride ?

This is a story written in fine print. So fine your attorney may need to review it.
There is no money back guarantee. See the disclaimers for more information.
Reading the story, and the asterisks which make the excuses in advance,
may have, like a drug that could save you, more risk from side effects than the disease itself.

I guess you not reading it is an impossibility.
Because only you, or someone else I’ve loved could write it that way.

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